What it means to be

TO BE ALIVE

TO BE SICK

TO BE LONELY

TO BE HAPPY

TO BE IN LOVE

TO BE ENRAGED

TO BE ENGAGED

TO BE WONDERING

TO BE WANDERING

TO BE WANTED

TO BE TOGETHER

TO BE WISHING

TO BE MAKING

TO BE INSIDE

TO BE DEAD

I don't know what does it mean, because at long as it feels right or wrong for me it actually exists, otherwise I couldn't have a reference for that, and everything could just be a couple of more sounds and letters, as you see, I am still making some wishfull thinking of all of this, and still thinking about all the things that could be. Up to some point, that creates a great difficulty in just being as is, but it happens that everything could be just a little better, as giving some expectations of a better future, something more than this.